Nice is the new fuck you

months I was told we were doneWe where all friends & just having funWait a minute she’s smarter than thatWhat’s w/the bridge when she was gonna jump not attackLimiting her supplies and not giving her reasons whyIt’s best to contend w/the things that where only pretendNot wanting to be called crazy wasn’t my callOther’s who

Don’t Worry

Go ahead and demand her to answer your callShe didn’t ask you to be her brother or loverWasn’t willing to walk any preset path of another No disrespect, just wanted to profess her own sinsWilling not to be forced in front of bipedal talksNone did she want to blame for any of her stains Speaking

Yes

She hadn’t asked whyShe wasn’t the typical eyeShe was just looking for the honesty in the divine

Finders Keepers

How ironic it would be; indeedThinking naïve was just contemplating own deedsNot wanting to deliberate other’s sinsNot calling out nor wanting any kinda clout Before other’s could conceive; feeding fame was their diseaseShe had skipped past those who truly deceivedOnly to preach not to whom where bond in disbeliefHadn’t wanted to change minds but water

Dirty

Count your sins before they come inAww shit, what do you mean you haven’t noneHumans all need forgiveness: unless you’re the oneWho makes you believe there are no deities? What happened to the one who you forced to bleed?Why’d you cause personal suffering & causing ill ease?Did you ask permission as ya’ll caused the pain

Don’t Trip

I didn’t swim to wash it offI dipped in to show what I was inNot doubting but wanting to skip the rockWaxing a reality that wanted to feed on the crops Fear was the fuel to other’s firesCheating those with passion and desireBelieving they where one’s w/knowledge as other’s cowerBuilding those towers that require no

No Blame

So quick they want to skipYou are the best one that I missImportant that you hear thisTrust me, I’m not talking BS Give me a minuteBe patient and quietly sitWhispering sweet nothingsSoon to offer heavenly bliss Take your time as I heal my mindA heart that once was totally confinedPicking up the pieces wasn’t my

Another day….Yes, please, count your blessings as we where before that dayTears and screams as I was working through trauma that was bound unseenHey, those aren’t yours to recall..those are other’s…you weren’t the lightening nor thunderSo what if you hit the walls w/the blue bowling balls & hiding the tracks in ventsYou listened to other’s

Puke

I had waited as long as I couldFor you to come and ease the wayTo finally get to rest and relax w/out dismayBoth of you I was to wait for you to come homeOther’s had a different idea to atoneI waited & neither came and offered that rideI freaked out when he had much later

The day MY world ended 12/12/19

Still to the same bipedalism is a shame Hey, if you get to think you can teach it emotionIt needs to understand the actual true loyalty & devotionThe calls made one a mark for other’s that took to the darkTo claim a lie in the beginning of all time that damage was none to findWhen