Not Today

After you’d abused her body & soul, down to her kids she cherished to behold
You raped her psyche and fed her so many lies; she can’t count that high
As she endured every blow, you then called her a masochist because she survived alive alone
She walked w/a confidence ya’ll wondered why
As nothing was offered but threats of death and others to die; as she opened her arms wide….and said, “why?”
…Are you fucking ludacris? Because she withstood such pain…you chose to label her derogatory again… something other than, a loving mother & friend?
She endured your torture, times 10, and you want to blame her; again?
(How many times my ‘friend’…..need no foe when they are out to get ya, physical proof shown)
Who’s fucking insane? Who’s the one to blame? Who keeps up the disdain?
As she still stands and remains for when justice calls their name(s)
Why’d you push past the song and dance, something simple and easy to last, down to blaming her for being sleazy and underclass
Rumors where wrong and the predictions of evil to reign was your mistake, all along
She hadn’t a mean bone in her body to ever own…but the discord you bore into her bone
She sits alone, in a strange place, that she refuses to call home
For justice hasn’t come to atone for steps no human should ever have to go alone
Never to rest until she’s back to where she had request; w/her loving kids before what you all wrecked….before she was able to take her first step….demands to commands of how she’s to do the best….as she screamed NO FUCKING CONCENT…as they dropped her once again through fears and unrest..a weak apology is not accepted as her life has been fucked up beyond her capability of developing even resentment…. there will be no known rest….for all of us, until justice stops wearing a delicate dress & charges the foul Dr’s to corrupt Judges that need confess to the catalyst to this horrible mess….when they couldn’t bury it….they’d run to the sidelines & pretend it’s a test…..bullshit, as she’s walked through the most horrible deaths and stands on the other side….asking: Why the fuck you still hide??????????????????….
You wished and did your best to make my life end in death…now I’ll be waiting patiently as other’s form the true test of unrest….w/out justice there is no reason to exist….my dis-ease WAS the desire to please those that pleased me…GOD FORBID THAT BEING ONES GIFT TO GIVE TO THOSE WHO TOOK THE TIME TO SEE WHAT SHE HAD TO OFFER TO GIVE…..WITHOUT JUDGEMENT UNTIL THEY WHERE ALL ACTIVELY TRYING TO SEE WHEN IT WAS SHE DIED INST3AD. WITHDRAWING HER LOVE AND REGRETTING COMING BACK AGAIN….SHE’S LEARNED WHAT HER MISTAKE WAS…..& THAT’S WAS EVER TRUSTING ANY HUMAN……